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June 18th, 2008

Vacuum

“Got an Issue, here’s a tissue….” Austin Power’s Father retort to Austin Power’s desire to have a relationship with his father.

I read about an interesting culture the other day.  Apparently, in Hawaii… around the time that Mr. Cook “discovered” those wonderful islands, there was a bit of an interesting relationship dynamic.

As I understand it, in this case, when children were born they were raise as part of a community of mother’s an father’s. Therefore, if one’s actual mother or father passed away - there wasn’t a major traumatic event in their lives.  Seems a little strange, yet somehow genius.

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June 14th, 2008

Almost only Counts in Hand Grenades and Horse Shoes

Jesus said something about …. well at least it was translated as: Be ye, therefore perfect.

What? You want me to be perfect? Clearly this Jesus cat was delusional if he knew me.

Then there is the ever famous:

Rev 21:8  But for the fearful, and unbelieving, and abominable, and murderers, and fornicators, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, their part shall be in the lake that burneth with fire and brimstone; which is the second death. 

 

Wait a second… I get a nice big flashing neon sign that says “ACCESS GRANTED” to the lake of fire that burneth with fire and brimstone…. if I …lie… fornicate…. or am fearful? Come on…. surely idolators and sorcereres, but fearful? And fornicating is so much fun! Gee whiz - and how come he doesn’t mention anything about obeying one’s parents specifically or hint hint hint adulterizing by remarrying - don’t even think about dating my soon to be ex-wife or you’ll BURN IN HELL. Righto - that might win her heart back. I wonder if I should put that in singing telegram and send it to her…. Imagine a guy dressed in a pink tutu with a little funky hat singing…. WIFE come back home cause the BIBLE says you will burn in HELL if you don’t. Yes, I’m saying this tongue in cheek, but don’t we do this to others or have seen others do this?

 

Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. If you don’t confess Jesus, you will BURN in HELL - phrase sometimes overheard at a taiwanese barber ship with visiting religious chick whose got it all together.

 

I imagine Jesus saying something like, I’m not sure if I appreciate your rather creative restatement of what I actually said, but okay.

 

I just lost the audience. Hold on. I take it back…. it’s okay… just say you’re sorry… after all you’re forgiven, come back to church.

 

 

Feel free to rape the horses and pillage the women, and then beg for forgiveness when you’re done.

 

 

Really, that whole lake of fire thing… well it’s a metaphor for something and I suspect it isn’t quite what we’ve been seeing on the discovery channel lately. So… I looked it up of course. Your mileage may vary. Do your own homework, as I’m not responsible if you do… lie, fornicate, or commit adultery by remarrying and consequently wind up in a nice lake of fire that burns with sulpher. Don’t say I didn’t warn you.

 

 

Anway, I looked up sulphur… it was a purifying agent in ancient times. Now why on earth, would there be fire and sulphur for purification? Is it to eradicate the soul or the sin or both or send them to BURN IN HELL FOREVER AND EVER making what we call a loving God into a terrorist infinitely worse than Osama Bin Laden. What does your heart tell you?

 

You tell me. I mean, how is it that the lake of fire isn’t considered a metaphor, yet the dragon and beast is in Revelation? This is literal, that is metaliteral, and that is metaphysical and not meant to be taken literal… what? If I may….. let’s quote from the Monty Python’s Life of Bryan… a satirical overview of our own stupidity sometimes about scripture and in this case.. Jesus’ sermon on the mount.

 

Jesus talking in the distance…..blessed are the meek.. blessed are the….

 

Crowd Member A: What did he say? Blessed are the cheesemakers?

 

Crowd Member B: He said blessed are the cheesemakers…

 

Crowd Member C: Well, that doesn’t mean literally makers of cheese, but rather refers figuratively to all processors of dairy products.

 

 

How is this relevant?

 

Well, I almost got sucked into something last night. I guess it was my time of testing in the wilderness, though it certainly wasn’t 40 days.

 

What I can say is this… you can believe what I say or you can chalk it up to nonsense, but I’ve got a story that for you that may help to work out a lot of your theological challenges. While I’ve been bored, I’ve started to meet new folks in my town and what not. Anyway, last night I got tempted into some carnal delights. Ruler of this world always trying to bring me down. Danger Wil Robison! Anyway, right on time as the desires of the this contraption I call a body were starting to weigh in… guess what…. butterfly synchronicity motif emerged like crazy. I had written about this awhile back, but I’m talking about it was everywhere….. in a span of an hour - over and over and over. It freaked me out a little.

 

 

I thought I would share an alternate viewpoint from another journeyman that I found that seems to help me reconcile many of the events in my life such as what I described in the last paragraph.

 

 

There lived in a beautiful garden large numbers of a particular creature who crawled about, eating the vegetation, perceiving themselves on the one hand as being superior to all the other creatures in the garden and yet on the other hand perceiving themselves as lowly, wretched and unworthy of being loved. They had many mythologies and squabbled endlessly about whose mythology was the only right one and this caused many rifts, divisions and schisms between them.

 
One day, a beautiful butterfly came into their presence, soaring in the sunlight, reflecting magnificent rainbow-colours from his wings; so much so that he was seen as the Light of the World. Wherever he went he attracted followers, who marvelled at his magnificence and the wonders he performed in their midst. He spoke in a way they had never heard before. He told them that not only was he the light but that they also were the light; that the wonders he performed, they also would perform – and even greater things - if only they could believe; that he was their brother and that they also were, in reality, beautiful butterflies, capable of soaring in the light and creating magnificent rainbow effects; that they need not concern themselves with all their mythologies and divisions and they would find all that would entirely suffice them was to love the Creator and to love each other as much as they loved themselves.

 

Many believed what he said but many others scoffed at his words. The scoffers said among themselves, ‘He says he is our brother but it is evident there is nothing remotely similar between him and us; he has only 6 legs and two wings and lives on ambrosia whereas we have many legs, no wings and eat the vegetation. Clearly he is off his head and has no idea what he is talking about.’

 

Even those who believed him didn’t fully understand him and instead perceived him and worshipped him as a God, saying they were still lowly, wretched and unworthy of being loved and he was high and exalted and eternally beyond anything they could ever be; after all, he had wings of glory on which he soared in the sunlight and only 6 legs and lived on ambrosia, whereas they had many legs and could only crawl about and eat the vegetation in the beautiful garden.

 

Nevertheless, he told them that if they could imagine the things he told them were like bread and the love that he outpoured upon them was like wine, they could imbibe this as sustenance at a higher level of vibration than the vegetation they believed was their source of life and nourishment. This would then enable them to perceive themselves as they saw him and the higher vibration would transform them, from their own within, into magnificent, soaring butterflies also. He also shared with them another analogy to help them grasp this enlightened perception: that he was as a vine, tended in the garden by the good husbandman and that if they could imagine themselves as being branches in the vine, they could draw their uplifting life energy through him and that this would enable them to find fulfilment of their glorious, radiant potential.

 

Many did as he said but because the light of their inner discernment was dim, they were only able to follow his guiding as an outward ritual. Only very few were able to perceive the spiritual reality hidden within his stories. Those who did went by themselves, or perhaps with one or two of their closest, most trustworthy friends, into a secret place, away from the clamour of the world around them, wherein they contemplated his words deeply within their hearts and minds - just as he had counselled them - and gave thanks for all the wondrous gifts he had brought into their lives. In the silence of their own within they received the enlightenment he had promised that was sustenance for their souls and this helped them to perceive themselves just he had said they would.

 

Those who were only able to perceive his words at an outer, ritualistic level began to quarrel amongst themselves as to who was the greatest among them, or whose interpretation of his words was the most accurate and to create ever greater numbers of rules and doctrines about these interpretations, even though the butterfly had plainly said there were only two ‘rules.’ This caused further divisions between them. Some broke away from the group structure that had been established in his name because they said that group no longer truly represented him and his teaching and was full of corruption and self-serving. In time there arose squabbling even within the breakaway groups, causing even further divisions. All these groups and the breakaway groups called themselves the ‘This’ denomination or the ‘That’ denomination and even though their holy writings told them that their Creator had called them by their names, all these breakaway groups had chosen to de-nominate themselves.

 

All the squabbling over who was right and who was wrong in their understanding of the butterfly’s wisdom caused many of the creatures - who had at first enthusiastically joined the groups set-up in his name because the stories about him seemed so resonant with their hearts and souls – to become disillusioned with the groups and they stopped attending the group meetings.

 

Some of those who stopped attending decided that the whole story could not be true and went back to eating the vegetation and even any old, decaying matter they found in the garden, embracing any elaborate theories placed before them by those who told them that they had a better idea than the butterfly (or those who claimed to be representing him). This led to more and more confusion in the garden and more and more division among the creatures.

 

Those who had never believed the butterfly (or the groups who claimed to be representing him) said to those who had left the representative groups, or who moved from one group to another, vainly seeking a more perfect representation of the butterfly, ‘We told you so; it was all too far fetched to be plausible in the first place.’

 
But those few who were able to see past the imagery of the butterfly’s stories, to the truth they contained, and followed his advice to enter alone, or in groups of only 2 or 3, into a secret place and there to attune with him and he would be there in the midst with them, found that his words took on a level of meaning that brought his wisdom into a new dimension of reality for them. This enabled them, in their own inner perception, individually, to enter into a place of being just as he had described. There, they found an inward peace, joy, love and tranquillity and spiritual illumination of the eternal realities, about which the butterfly had spoken, that was far, far beyond anything to be found in the groups who had de-nominated themselves.

 

***

 

Of course we all know what happens to caterpillars. They eventually stop eating the vegetation, enter alone into a secret place, away from the clamour of the world around them and there, in the solitariness of their own within, recreate themselves in the image and likeness of the Butterfly. Then they emerge and soar magnificently in the sunshine, reflect glorious rainbow colours for all to see and ‘live off ambrosia,’ giving thanks, by their very beauty, to the Creator for the joy and wonder of Life.

***

This allegory of the Life of Humanity indicates that the spiritual evolution of mankind is not yet complete, other than for a precious few, who long ago entered into their secret place, just as the Master counselled. However, we are now in the most exciting moment in the history of humanity, when the critical mass is approaching of those who have entered in and are recreating themselves from the Within into the Without into glorious, fully spiritualised, soaring Beings of the Light.

 

Those who have faithfully followed Jesus of Nazareth through the many denominational church institutions see these realities from the perspective as presented to them by those institutions. These closely formatted and structured forms of words suit those institutions, who maintain a rigid and tightly controlled set of dogmas and doctrines based on Scriptures that have been altered many times, by people with their own agendas, over the millennia since Jesus walked the Earth (for example, reincarnation as a belief system was removed from Church Canon in 553 CE at the Second Council of Constantinople by the then Christian Church authorities. There have been numerous other additions, deletions and amendments before and since, which, in combination, have drastically altered much of the message of Jesus as presented by scripture and the religious denominations established in his name).

 

Yet Jesus wasn’t rigid in the way he spoke of the things of the Kingdom. He constantly spoke in parables – allegories – which he knew would be interpreted by each individual according to the place each individual was on the path of Eternal Spiritual Progress and that is just as he intended it because that is the nature of parables or allegories and it served his objectives well to teach in this manner. Any individual who is sincere in his commitment to spiritual truth will undergo an evolutionary process in his perception of the meaning of any of these parables during a lifetime. This clearly indicates that to have rigid dogmas and doctrines on any aspect of Truth or the teachings of the Master Jesus is of the intellect, not of the soul perception and is not serviceable to the spiritual evolution of the soul of the individual, from its own within, where it makes its connections with the Creator, in whose image and likeness each soul is created. As St. Paul puts it: ‘Not that we are sufficient of ourselves to think any thing as of ourselves; but our sufficiency is of God; Who also hath made us able ministers of the new testament; not of the letter, but of the spirit: for the letter killeth, but the spirit giveth life. 2Cor 3:5-6.

 

Jesus was unequivocal about entering alone into the ‘closet’ for communion with the ‘Father’ and that when 2 or 3 were gathered in his (Jesus’) name he would be there in the midst with them. It is in the interest of many religious institutions to promote the perception that congregations should be as large as possible, for pecuniary and doctrinal reasons; but when an individual within such a congregation becomes drawn by the Spirit within to enter alone into his closet and there ponder sincerely and earnestly the mystical dimensions of life, he will begin to receive illumination direct from the Source of All. Such a seeker will experience there a peace and joy not of this Earth and will awaken to eternal realities that will place him in the perception that the congregational churches are no longer able to be the source or channel of his spiritual sustenance because he will have outgrown them. He will also find that they will have no desire to hear of his inward, mystical experiences.

 

Jesus was also unequivocal that we are (all) the light of the world and that the things he did, we – if only we can believe – will do also, and greater things. He came to remind us of this eternal truth and to demonstrate it, so that we would have a living example of the magnificence of the human spirit to follow and emulate.

 

It is inevitable that this will happen eventually to us all because that is our fundamental, essential nature, having been created in the image and likeness of the Creator. While some state that we are all god, the truth is more perfectly stated when we say we are all a part of God; that within us is a spark of God’s Consciousness that was given to us at creation. It is only a matter of when, rather than if, that we move back into full awareness of that. We are all at free choice to begin to make that journey at any time, including right NOW.

 

In writing the story of one’s own experiences one is open to allegations of arrogance, vivid imagination and bias. There will be those amongst the readers of this story who will say this is an affront to Christianity. There are those (and I have already received hundreds of messages to this effect) who will say this has opened their eyes to a greater truth about Jesus of Nazareth, who have been searching for some more realistic, meaningful representation of who he really is than has been portrayed by orthodox religion for centuries. There will be others who cannot decide.

 

Into whichever category you fall, I ask of you 2 things: 1) Please listen to your heart and your feelings as you read. Your heart and your feelings are your soul speaking, communicating with you. If your heart and soul resonate with this story, you will feel good about it. Some may find that they feel good about some parts of the story and not so good about other parts. 2) Please read the whole story before casting judgment.

 

You can read the rest of his story under MSN groups - Mysticism 101 - Synchroncity. Good luck. I post it here, because it seems to line up with where I think I’m headed spiritually and many of the observable phenomenon in my own life.

 

 

 

 

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June 5th, 2008

The Great Train Robbery…

Well… I got some more resources to help me with a few things..

The first was an ebook entitled…. The Magic of Making Up. I’ll put a link up to it later. It was from a site I had read on to try and understand the female brain. Anyway, one of the main things was just repeating this series of questions to yourself:

That feeling in your chest… you know that anxiety and stuff…

Do you need this feeling?

Can you let this pass? When?
Just answer yes or no. Your response doesn’t matter. Repeat about 5 times. Anyway, that helped, and then I  also decided that my wife has been hit by a train. I’m sure going to miss her. I have to disconnect from her in my mind as the emotional pain is not helping anyone and keeps pushing her away. Wish I would have known about this technique about 6 months ago.

Another one I learned…was meditation during prayer. Basically, I imagine a white angelic light in front of my forehead. I imagine it coming into my body and just healing and stuff all the way down to my toes.

Then I clench up each muscle group starting with my toes, then breathe in for about 10 seconds, and then breathe out twice, then move to the next group of muscles all the way up to my head.

This almost knocks me out… it is so relaxing!

I then imagine very happy memories for my prayer time. For example, not my wife will return, but having a happy family all hanging out on the beach and what not.  Birthday parties, etc. I think of these things and they bring joy inside that place where the anxiety and pain exists. I try to speak into existence.. I have a happy family. I have a loving wife. I am loving my wife. My kids are playing and smiling, etc. I started out with my wife.. but then modified it to include whatever the great divine Spirit may have in mind as far as my future relationships in the spirit of Mark 11:22 , nothing is impossible with God, etc. It is clear to me that for us to work out as a couple, that there needs to be a death in the relationship and only then would it be possible for a rebirth, similar to how a seed must die before a beautiful flower can be grown.
Also, I started thinking about dating again… and no sooner had those thoughts been done, random butterflies showed up in my life again… was a woman with one tatooed on the back of her neck at a store. Another was in my inbox a few minutes after thinking about this again. Doh! Take it for what you will.
Got this in the mail today…

HOW TO GET YOUR BREAKTHROUGH! “Walk Out of the Old to Access the New”

 Recently, I shared with you a message God had given me for the nations. Heaven is “pregnant” and getting ready to deliver something great into the earth realm. Intercession will take you into Heaven’s “delivery room.” I wanted to continue to share insight and tools to assist you in your breakthrough, as I believe that you can live the life of your dreams by making a destiny decision to cooperate with God’s agenda.

This is why maintaining a prophetic flow in your life is so crucial during this season. This takes a submitted and resolute act of obedience. During this time, you must really commit to your tomorrow, to change the way you speak, to change the way you think, and to change your environment.

In this season of change, you will be given an opportunity to cooperate with Heaven’s maturation process. This is the year of defining moments. It will take more fasting and prayer than ever before. In many instances, you will have to be prepared to go alone; you do not want to be connected to the wrong body part. You must make some difficult heart decisions.

SPIRITUAL MIDWIVES NEEDED

God spoke a word to me this past week concerning abortion and delivery. It is important that during this season, you are careful to only allow spiritual midwives into the delivery room with you. This is where you need God-given midwives. Don’t be afraid to make decisions that will affect eternity. For example, Mary and Martha versus Peninnah and Hannah. Be careful that you do not carry a “spiritual abortionist” in the delivery room. These are individuals whose negativity, doubt, unbelief, frustrations, and fears can potentially undermine and sabotage your success and prosperity.

God has planted a seed of greatness in you. He is raising up the next generation of giant slayers who will champion the cause of the King and His Kingdom; those whose agenda is linked to God’s overall redemptive plan for His creation.

I entreat you: discern the spirit working through individuals. As you intercede, ask God to reveal every satanic agenda and agent–ask Him to squelch demonic activities. Ask Him to frustrate the plans of the spirit of Pharaoh.

Ask God to send you your spiritual midwife, someone who will help you to push pass discomfort, pain, and disappointment from an old season. Someone who will support and cover you with fasting and intercession and spiritual warfare. Someone who knows how to touch Heaven and who knows the divine prayer codes for unlocking “Heaven’s vaults.” This is the year of open Heavens and open portals.

Ralph Waldo Emerson brilliantly states, “Once you make a decision, the universe conspires to make it happen.”

THIS YEAR WILL BE CHARACTERIZED BY:
• CIRCUMCISION (some things must be cut away, some relationships must be severed).
• FORGIVENESS
• RELEASE
• TRANSITION
• TRANSFER OF POWER
• NEW BEGINNINGS
• CONCEPTUALIZATION
• BIRTH

• PRECISION OF THOUGHTS AND DECISION-MAKING
SYNCHRONIZATION AND SYNCOPATION TO THE WILL OF GOD (ensuring our wills are submitted to His divine will).

• Open Gates - Divine Access.
• Open Windows - Divine inspiration to think, to create, to receive dreams, visions and concepts.
• Open Doors - Divine Opportunities.
• Open Ways - Divine strategies for living.
• Open Eyes - Divine Insight, Supernatural wisdom.
• Open Ear - Supernatural Conceptualization.
• Open Nose - Supernatural Discernment.
• Open Spirit - When you live with integrity, you will live authentically.
• Open Mind - Faith.
• SHIFTS - 37 shifts will occur.
• PRAYER - new prayer strategies are about to emerge; prayer movements will arise.
• SPIRITUAL WARFARE/RELATIONSHIPS/LIFE STRATEGIES: spiritual warfare will be intensified; relationships must be renegotiated.

• GOD IS FAVORING: Ohio, Oklahoma, Africa, London, Central America. There will be a wave of shakings and a coming together according to Ezekiel 37. Things are going to come together. People are coming together. There will be a great prayer revival that will hit the earth.

• MOMENTUM
• APPLICATION OF KINGDOM PRINCIPLES
• FRUITFULNESS
• DOMINION
• RESOURCEFULNESS
• TRANSITION

Note, your pain or circumstance is your process or thrust to breakthrough. I entreat you, this too shall pass, stay the course. I want to share with you some practical prayer points which will activate breakthrough in your life: OPEN PORTALS–these are streams that God will open up this year!

PRAYER POINTS

• Declare a 21-day consecration.
• Ask God to give you the grace, courage and capacity to walk out of the old and into the new.
• Ask God to sever all inappropriate and diabolical soul ties.
• Actively break them.
• Pray for wisdom, insight and instructions for renegotiating all covenant relationships.
• Ask God to reveal to you all open portals.
• Ask God to reveal to you your daily assignments.
• Break curses associated with idle words and actions.
• Reverse diabolical cycles.
• Ask God to enlarge your territorial spheres of influence.
• Pray for release from unprofitable, bewitching relationships.
• Reverse all evil arrangements.
• Resist and reject manipulations and manipulators.
• Reverse sabotage.
• Pray that every weapon formed against you will be impotent.
• Let every diabolical contract be nullified.
• Reverse every evil curse and send it back double-fold.
• Paralyze spiritual vultures, snakes, leeches and vampires.
• Expose the hearts, motives and intentions of fake friends.
• Unveil and expose evil collaborations and collaborators.
• Close every door and gate to satan–prohibiting him access to your personhood and property.
• Cause every satanic agent assigned to hold-up, hinder or slow down the manifestation of assigned blessing to be frustrated, foiled and hindered from fulfilling their assignment.
• Let all demonic activities associated with financial hindrance, failure and setbacks be terminated.
• Paralyze that which hinders you from moving into greatness.
• Through Christ, declare that you bulldoze your way passed any demonic gatekeepers and doorkeepers.
• Open my eyes, and ears to the things of the Spirit.
• Bind every strongman associated with spiritual blindness and inability to hear.

I DECREE AND DECLARE YOU WILL EXPERIENCE NO MORE:

• REPROACH
• STRUGGLE
• STAGNATION
• SHAME
• REJECTION
• HARDSHIP
• SETBACKS
• BONDAGES
• COMPETITION
• WRESTLING
• DYSFUNCTIONAL RELATIONSHIPS

I DECREE AND DECLARE, YOU WILL EXPERIENCE NEW:

• HOPE
• JOY
• PEACE
• FRIENDSHIPS
• POWER
• OPPORTUNITIES FOR: PROSPERITY and BUSINESS, MINISTRY, ETC.
• DIRECTIONS
• A NEW MINDSET
• PARADIGM
• COMMITMENT
• ANOINTING
• MANTLE
• LIFE
• HEALTH
• BODY
• WORSHIP ENCOUNTERS
• LEVEL OF GIVING
• MINISTRY
• MINDSHARES

I decree and declare, you are coming out with more. You are well on your way to breakthrough!

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May 31st, 2008

The Outer Court?

So in my quest to save my marriage, one aspect that I have fought for a bit though I do feel the prodding is this whole thing of becoming “Holy”. Basically, yeah I’ve gotten prayers answered quite a bit, but when I try calling upon the name, YHWH, I just don’t get that “I know that I know that I know” feeling for some of my prayers.

 

Example, … I call upon the name of Yahushua to bring my wife home……. right……….now!

 

Well, where is she? 

 

Doh! Crazy annoying inabililty to cajole the most High into answering prayer immediately. Well, what seems to be the hold up here… after all His word says that anything we ask He will give in this life when we use His name. Is it a question of spelling? Hmmmmm perhaps, but more likely it has something to do with the fact that in olden times, a person’s name reflected their character / identity. I’m really starting to get the idea that the Jesus we all love and know in modern culture.. you know, that happy fun loving peaceful crowd pleaser always doing magic tricks, is perhaps not the actual Jesus that we think he is. I’ve found numerous scriptures, early church writings, etc. etc. to support the idea, that it wouldn’t take long for the prince of this world to step in and corrupt things. Heck, Paul said it was going to happen, not if, but when, and he indicated the timing would be very soon after he passed. I started looking into the earlier writings and dating various traditions and what not and noted a sort of divergent path. Modern theory is to stay away from gnostic stuff…. gnostic = bad. Yet, YHWH says all the time… my people perish for lack of knowledge, Jesus is recorded to say that the Pharisees bind up the knowledge, etc., etc. I do think this was all part of the grand cosmic plan to make the Good News palatable for heathens like me until we were ready for deeper spiritual things so I understand how we got here.

 

 As I thought about this some more, I recall something I learned the other day about casting out demons and what not. At one point in Acts, it is written about some pesky devils saying to some Jewish professional exorcists, “We don’t know you”, whereas they knew the Apostles.

 

Act 19:11 And God wrought special miracles by the hands of Paul:

Act 19:12 insomuch that unto the sick were carried away from his body handkerchiefs or aprons, and the evil spirits went out.

Act 19:13 But certain also of the strolling Jews, exorcists, took upon them to name over them that had the evil spirits the name of the Lord Jesus, saying, I adjure you by Jesus whom Paul preacheth.

Act 19:14 And there were seven sons of one Sceva, a Jew, a chief priest, who did this.

Act 19:15 And the evil spirit answered and said unto them, Jesus I know, and Paul I know, but who are ye?

Act 19:16 And the man in whom the evil spirit was leaped on them, and mastered both of them, and prevailed against them, so that they fled out of that house naked and wounded.

       Act 19:17 And this became known to all, both Jews and Greeks, that dwelt at Ephesus; and fear fell upon them all, and the name of the Lord Jesus was magnified.  

Imagine that job….

 

 

Some bar……

Some guy trying to convince some girl about whatever merits he may have to get her home….

 

Guy…. Hey have you heard this cheesy pick up line?

Gal… yah..

Guy… oh…

Gal… so what do you do for a living?

Guy… I’m a professional exorcist…

Gal….  Really? Do tell!…. Bats her eyes  

Guy… well.. I just sort of wave my magic wand if you know what I mean… 

 

I went too far… sorry.

 

Anyway, since the demons didn’t know who these men were, they had no authority in Christ to cast them out. I recall that we can approach the throne of grace / mercy with boldness for our petitions once we have access to the throne room. That likely means that the reason the professional exorcists were not known is that the the professional exorcists were never actually seen hanging out with Jesus in the ol’ throne room.

 

 

This will be more documentation of yet deeper exploration into what it means to become “holy” / cleansed / etc. I document this path that I plan to take, so that others may understand whether or not attempting to cleanse one’s house from unrighteousness actually brings about increased spiritual phenomenon and hopefully in my case, the restoration of my family / marriage.

 

I guess right now, I’m pretty much your run of the mill Christian with perhaps a bit of zealousness for knowledge, lots of freak coincidences, and kind of running hither and thather trying to make sense of everything I’m learning. Sort of like trying to come up with a unified thereom in physics perhaps, I guess I’m trying to do the same with regard to my own spirituality, with the long term objective being to demonstrate to the world or my limited audience how to properly save a marriage / family, unblock curses that you aren’t even aware your living under, etc.

 

 

I’ve read on sites such as rejoiceministries.org, that part of the process is an internal transformation - that is - becoming more like Jesus. The more I read - the more I’m getting excited. I was previously.. a bit reluctant. I don’t wanna be holy. Bring my wife back dang it!

 

I’m setting out a plan to clean out the ol’ temple, and hopefully the Spirit of Light will truly come upon me and in 6 months you’ll read about me on the news getting involved in some polgyamist sect or something..well hopefully not, but I guess send up some warning flares if I start to lose connection to what we call reality.

 

Right now, I’m convinced I’m in the outer court of the temple spirtually speaking. I’m sure sometimes I thought I was in the inner court or holy of holies, but it seems that there is more work to be done from everything I’ve learned recently.

 

 

Step 1 - no mo’ meat. Yes I’m serious. I’ve read and read, and am pretty convinced that somehow dining on meat allows spirits of darkness to come upon one’s soul. Take it for what you will. I’ve checked this over and fought it and fought it. I’ve read and disected scriptures to no end, because I really like McDonalds, but I guess they are losing one of the billions served here shortly.

 

There are other things I’m finding out about as I go… particularly the sort of quantum physical impact the words we speak has on us. Basically, whatever we judge others with…well guess what… it comes back to bite us more than we know. Some call it karma. Same thing for words and thoughts you may have. After all, if we are truly sons of God, that have just forgotten who we are then, it would make sense that we could accidently speak negative energy or whatever into existence through the metaphysical connection that a wife and husband would have.

 

I’m convinced now that each of the major religions in the world has “part” of the truth, that was perhaps separated by DESIGN to make the quest for the mind like Christ a diligent labor. Throwing away everything you thought that you knew or were taught and starting all over.

 

 

What I know so far is that English Bibles are milk. You may say…well it is the lingua franca and such and I may say fair enough. However, there are many passages that talk about a pure language, calling upon the pure name, having your lips purified so as to be able to call upon the name, etc, etc. etc. 

 

 

The goal is to have Christ teach me directly… perhaps in a vision… dream maybe.. or if I’m lucky get to hear Him talk one day. I’ve heard about some people saying this has happened to them, but they generally tend to be “cult” leaders, so I tend to doubt the veracity of such claims at this time in my life.

 

The ol’ John 3:16 escape clause may be fine for babes in Christ, but I have a serious uphill battle here to save my marraige and am going to need some mighty mighty divine help. In the end, we shall see how this next in the series of spiritual experiments plays out.

 

As you read this, you may think that I’m getting more and more looney tunes - and that’s fine you are entitled to your opinion of course. The Jews thought Jesus was possessed and they killed him for it - nice! Paul also wrote that such stuff would be “foolishness” to babes in Christ of which that is currently, me.

 

 I certainly hope to avoid that sort of death, but it is written over and over that entering into the “Kingdom” is no easy feat despite the free gift connotations throughout the scriptures. Seems a bit paradoxical eh? That’s why I hope to have enter into the Kingdom somehow and be taught the solution.

 

 I think what the free gift stuff may actually say, is that …. dude… you’re a child of God…. act like it… you were already a child of God before you were born. Don’t you remember who you were? You are now encased in this animal shell contraption called a body and you need to transcend the world, cultural bias, etc., etc. - get your temple cleaned up so that the ol’ Christ prophet can directly teach you the mysteries of God, and with any grace - perhaps He’ll intercede for my very very broken marriage.

 

 

It is interesting… Jesus says that if our wife is out “whoring” around then we are “permitted” to have another mate, yet that we are “forced” to commit adultery at that point. Well no “whoring” around at this point, so I’ve got some time to at least try to become holy and all Luke Skywalker of the mind of Christ.

Paul write about the spiritual connection that our mate has on our life when we have sex with other people beyond our mate. Some part of our spirit seems to join with the other person and affects us the rest of our natural born life.  I just don’t want to see that happen.

 

I hope I’m not eventually giving up and “forced” into adultery, but we shall see.

 

Do you think this is nuts? Go read the scriptures man… everything I’m saying is in there if you look and abandon preconceived notions. It is a paradox sometimes. I think it is by design at this point.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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May 31st, 2008

Recursive Temple

I program a bit on the side. I’m not any good at it, perhaps just enough to be dangerous… but there is a concept that I learned from computer programming that I thought applies to the lesson I learned today.

 

Recursive programming. …. Let’s say that you have a function or subroutine within a program that can call itself. This helps for things like sorting lists of names or whatever. Let’s say for example that you need to sort a list of names a million lines long. Well you can create a function that splits the list into two pieces and then calls itself to sort the two pieces, then returns the results and combines everything back into one at the end. Clear as mud? Go to wikipedia if you don’t get it.

 

Well, one thing I have figure out is that God is reaaaaalllly realllly smart, and I’m not. Seems obvious. I wonder if He would use “recursive” programming in what we call our universe, or what I call the grand cosmic soul high school lately.

 

What if… just what if… the world that we live in, that is, in the physical sense, is actually one big analogy for the inner struggle within our souls to find the reason for our existence and become free of sin and what not and eventually reach soul perfection. 

 

Jesus was said to say… be perfect… do greater works than me, not everyone who says to me Lord, Lord shall enter in to the kingdom, gnashing of teeth, outer darkness for workers of inquity, etc. I’m sure he was a serious as a heart attack about that. ALL of the writings I find in the new testament, and the old testament seem to confirm this whole idea of not sinning and stuff as best we can. There are things that say well… nothing unclean can enter into heaven, etc. There are various theological ways around this. Purgatory, the great spiritual training ground called the 1000 year reign of Christ, etc.

 

You’ve got churches that teach this, and teach that. Some teach Sabbath, some teach Sunday, some teach no premarital sex, some teach that fun happy happy gay sex with is okie dokie so long as you were born gay. Clearly, they are not all right, yet the ironic part is that many of them think they are and can’t seem to notice the divine comedy in it all - in that they can’t all be right. Perhaps the scriptures were encoded this way, so that dilligent seekers would be able to be directly taught, that is by the ol High Priest after we reach the state of zen and what not,  whereas what Paul called “babes in Christ”, could do the John 3:16 sprint and feel free to run about acting no better than the rest of the world.

 

Now a days, it seems like one very prevelant thought is… well Jesus died for your sins.. say the sinner’s prayer and your done baby. Okay, fair enough, maybe just maybe that is good enough despite our Western mindset bastardization of  the word believe. After all, it is a free gift right? Well, I did some checking. It gets pretty deep and I’m not done with this rabbit’s hole yet.

 

 

Jesus says to be perfect. I’ll be honest. In a weird sort of way, that scares me, but at the same it is almost as though the scriptures have been purposefully contradictory on many levels because as we try to perceive their understanding with our feeble minds we will go in circles, not unlike what I have been doing for the last two years trying to unravel this big rubik’s cube they call the Bible. Yeah, I know… it takes some scholars 50 years and they still don’t know everything. So I’m smart enough to know that, I won’t ever know it all. Fair enough and I concede that point, but he does tell us to seek ye first the kingdom of God AND all his righteousness, and He’ll add all these other things to us so I’m not going to let that stop my seeking okay.

 

Here is the problem. You’ll have one guy saying he is being guides by the Holy Spirit.. then another guy saying the same thing yet each can call the other a heretic? Do you see a logic flaw? 

 

How do we define the Kingdom and what does it reaaaaallly mean to be guided by the Holy Spirit?

 

To seek whatever that is though… I need to know a couple things. First of all….. where and when does this Kingdom exist? Jesus said that it is within us, yet told the thief on the cross that He would be with him that day in paradise. Did the thief achieve perfection since no unclean thing can enter Heaven? Hrmmm….

 

Again, what if… just what if… the world that we live in, that is, in the physical sense, is actually one big allegory for the inner struggle within our souls to find the reason for our existence and become free of sin and what not. 

 

 

For example, the destruction of the Temple in 70 AD, though a very real historical event, at the same time captures what happens as part of the inner struggle within our souls when we ignore the teachings of Yeshua in the Way? What is “the way” you say? Well, it was a “sect” talked about in Acts of which Paul happened to be a member and Jesus was the grand master flash. I’ve found many references to it in the old testament as well. Basically, it describes in modern parlance how to directly communicate with God through your inner being (i.e., the Kingdom is within you). Modern Christianity always talks about having a relationship, which by definition means… you’ve GOT to hear from God!

 

Bob, whatcha doing?

Talking to God.

Really?

Umm… nah, just kidding. Flustered look on Bob’s face. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Jews, and Judas both looking for a physical manifestation of the Kingdom, yet Jesus indicated that it was within. Modern day Christianity looking for a physical return of Jesus - the same thing the Jews were looking for, just stated in a different way. He who has eyes to see, let him see Jesus was always saying. He spoke parables to the masses, then went and explained it to the apostles in private, and often they…. still didn’t get it after hanging out with the master for years…what’s up with that? Perhaps spiritual eyes and ears are needed to understand, which probably didn’t quite develop until after Peter denied Christ and cried for a few days, Paul got blinded then had his sight restored by Ananieas (however you spell that), and maybe I’ll get hit by a bus / divorced or something and float out of my body and come back maybe.

 

 

It gets really deep here. What if there is to be a physical return of the Messiah or the Kingdom - perhaps some sort of situation where we almost nuke ourselves into oblivion or whatever - followed by the realization of man as a whole that yeah, there’s a God and some sort of Heaven on Earth all of us living in a village thing going,but that physical reality of us almost nuking ourselves into oblivion is also just another  allegory for that which occurs within our souls. That is … the fall… before resurrection… nuking ourselves into oblivion is just allegory for what happens to a person’s soul before they decide to wake up and go back towards the light? What if we are all actually prodigal sons and daughters of God, Jesus taught us how to get back to the light and what not?

 

 

Yes, I have found evidence of the possiblity of “reincarnation” in the scriptures. Yup. I said it. Then there is evidence against it. I suspect that it is there by design, so that the actual truths can be taught to us by the one teacher, directly, and not by men. It seems to say over and over, put your trust not in men when it comes to this kind of stuff.

 

 

A God who by definition is infinite, means that.. just possibly, there are an infinite number of universes and heck we could have done this a trillion times already and still not gotten it right and for that matter would we even know that this was our trillion and first time of running through the ol’ soul perfection incubator?

 

I know I’m onto something here. Perhaps, once we figure out how to build star ships or portable intergalactic teleporters and stuff, that will be yet another allegory for our desires to make it to “Heaven”, that is actually available right now within us according to Jesus.

 

I haven’t quite got all of this worked out, but let’s just say that I’m starting to read the scriptures on multiple levels now… spiritual, historical / physical, moral / ethical, etc. There is a lot more depth still.

 

In Genesis, it talks about the woman being sent along as a helper for the man - yet she was taken from the man’s inside. The “Ruach” or spirit in Hebrew was feminine as I understand it. Jesus said that a helper would be sent along for Pentecost. Seen any correlation?

 

So if there is any actual validity to some of this stuff I’m uncovering about the occasional reincaration here and there, it would make total sense as to why I have such a fascination for cooking lately. I was actually related to Betty Crocker in a former life! Maybe not.

 

 

 

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May 22nd, 2008

Freaked Out.

Okay, so awhile back I had written about this bizarre numerological sequence (28 hits) chasing me around kind of like in that recent movie about building an Ark (35 hits). Anyway, I figured no worries, I’ll figure it out one day - just let it come to me.

Anyway, a potential solution to the problem may have been found. I’m sort of weirded out at the moment, because it seems to fit to a tee what I have been experiencing for well over 6.5 months now. Not sure what to make of this.

I do know that every time, I’ve tried to find a contradiction in the scriptures I’ve managed to find a solution, but this is bigger. I’ve got bigger questions now, more spiritual in nature no longer doctrinal. Part of me is saying that there is a MUCH bigger level of awareness waiting than I could have never possible imagined, and then part of me is screaming … warning warning .. do not go to the forbidden zone you might start yelling like Charleton Heston in the movie “Planet of the Apes” after he discovers the Statue of Liberty in the “forbidden zone” and that we as a collective figured out how to nuke ourselves into oblivion or something.

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhh They Blew it Up!

What Kingdom was Jesus always referring to that the Pharisees were preventing people from entering? There are many different theological theories on this. I’ve currently narrowed it down to one of two possibilities not necessarily mutually exclusive - that is , a 1000 year reign of the Son of God (although Physical or Spiritual I’m not sure yet) AND the here and now - that is our very existence now. Something like being able to merge on a quantum level with God, not much different from what Enoch pulled off.

Some interesting things going on in Quantum Physics that suggest that consciousness and the physical universe are in fact, interrelated. Go figure… the great masters have been telling us that for thousands of years already. Science has also suggested that the universe that we live in had a beginning and that energy = matter. Go figure…
Why were the Apostles recorded to have wacky manifestations of miracles and what not, yet the “power” of God seems to now be chalked up to being nothing, but sheer coincidence now a days? I know there are medical miracles. Unexplainable and seemingly random recoveries from things, that defy all odds and what we know. I believe I read somewhere, that in the latter days that He would pour out His Spirit on ALL sons and daughters. Provided that we are actually in the latter days, then…..
I know there is a lot of fake manifestations of the power of God out there. I was left directed to the tail end of Jeremiah 23 the other day. It spoke of false prophets. Hmmm… I couldn’t figure it out. Do I think myself a prophet Shohn boy? No… but weird stuff is going on for sure and I’ve think I’ve been extremely diligent in making sure that I’m not deluding myself - putting controls in place, etc. just to be sure that I’m not hunting for stuff and pysching myself up into something that is a creation of my own mind.

Anyway…. here is a potential solution from a site which calls itself (Crystalinks???) which has me completely weirded out:
Synchronicities bring people to Crystalinks (33 hits) … which takes them on all sorts of journeys into awareness. Many people the numbers 11:11 or derivatives of it the number 1 and seek information about it. This takes them to my file 11:11 (29 hits) as on and on they go reading through interconnected files to understand their journey and that of humanity which is the focus of Crystalinks.

Yup, that was me. What’s up with this 1122 business….

Currently, I am still bound by various religious “doctrine” and what not that I have been taught, so it is natural I guess to still be skeptical, but I do know that as I read that paragraph my whole body seized up, I had muscle spasms all over, and some goose bumps here and there. It freaked me out that other people had similar experiences I guess.
I guess it all goes back to the question i asked mom when I was about three years old. Why are we (the collective) here?

Perhaps this guy depicted in an Australian aborigine cave painting thousands of years old has an answer?

aborigen.jpg

The site listed earlier also mentioned that “Automatic writing is used in Spiritualism and the New Age movement as a form of channeling. One of the best-known automatic writers was Helene Smith, an early 20th century psychic who felt that her automatic writing was the attempt of Martians to communicate with Earth. She claimed she could translate their Martian language into French.” What? Maybe they are the same Martians depicted in the painting above?
Well hopefully, I won’t be attempting to join the intellectual elite from the planet Ogo any time soon in some vain effort to overthrow the subjugated hordes of King Rasha …. orrrr something like that.

One thing is for sure, at this juncture is seems like my lovely wife has recently learned how to speak Klingon. As I understand it, there is no word for “Hello”, in Klingon, instead the normal “hello” used in English is instead replaced with “What do you want?”. Fun stuff!

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May 21st, 2008

Verbal Volleyball

Verbal Volleyball - Need to write this article on how to stop verbal volleyball.

 

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April 14th, 2008

Your House Will Be Rebuilt

So I guess I got another something or another put on my heart while I was in a deep state of prayer. It said “Your house will be rebuilt”. Not sure what to make of it. I asked for confirmation and something popped into my head. Page 727. I was at my grandma and grandpa’s though and didn’t have my Bible.

When I got home I was astounded as I opened me Bible. It was talking about enemies that were opposing the rebuilding of the temple in Ezra somewhere. Rebuilding the temple was the title of the page. Wow.
The question I posed was whether or not I was deluding myself with these things being put on my heart and whether she was ever coming home. I had asked if my wife was coming home. Started praying the names of God for her to come home yesterday morning as confirmation of my hopefully non-delusional state.
El Shadai - God Almighty - maker of the heaven and earth. I asked for her to come home. She did. She stopped by the house yesterday unexpectedly. Not quite what I was hoping for, but prayer answered none the less.

What was weird is that my mentor in Yeshua had mentioned this same concept… rebuilding / revival from the dead later that evening - unprompted by myself and without revealing the following details.

A bird almost died at my grandma’s. It had knocked itself out as it tried to get out of the garage. My grandpa said “Well, the bird knocked itself out, but it will revive”. It struck a nerve within me. The evening before I had been talking about rejecting my wife for awhile to induce that emotional wanting in her. The next morning my kids watched as a lamb was being born.   The mother of the lamb rejected the new lamb at first. Seemed to be sort of an interesting parallel coincidence to my conversation with my grandma. My grandma told me another story about a couple that had split - the wife had realized the mistake after the divorce. He wouldn’t take her back though - said something like “I don’t want you spending all my money again”. They are good friends and get together for fun in the sack still, but no longer live together. She keeps saying “marry me again”. He says “no”. Fun.
After the lamb was born, I sent the wife a text message - “the kids watched a lamb being born”. She wrote back “That’s awesome!”. Awesome? That word is not part of her normal vocabulary. Interesting. She was pleasant on the phone.  Seems like the anger is evaporating slowly but surely.
Talked to one of my aunts. She suggested that we both start praying for the wife’s heart to be opened to God’s knock. Her primary responsiblity should be to be a wife and mother my aunt says. For some reason, the wife is not wanting that responsiblity at this time. My aunt says that He is knocking at her heart each time one of the kids gets upset, but it doesn’t seem that she is opening the door or that her eyes are opened. We are praying for the door in her heart to be opened more to Him.  She mentioned that I should write the problem down on paper. Put it into a coffee can and then toss in a match or two and watch the smoke rise to the heavens. It has some sort of “release” effect in us I am told. Allowing God to take over. I may try this technique this evening.
Your house will be rebuilt. Is that referring to my temple or to my family? Perhaps both. Which house?
Also, had a really nice revelation the other day. Chills went up my back. Whole body tingled for hours. Seems like everyone is always looking for the beast in Revelation. Is it Saddam Hussein? Is it Hitler? Is it some other diabolical character yet to emerge? Some argue that it is the Eurpoean Union. Who is the beast?

The number of the beast is 666 - the number of man. Look at the Greek behind it. The man sets himself up in the temple of the most High God and blaspemes. The temple of God is within us. He tabernacles within us. Our bodies are His temple. Know what a tabernacle is? God dwelling with us. Used to be a tent / temporary shelter in the old testament - then it became man. Who is the beast?

The beast is me. When I set myself up as my own god and actually think that I am in control of my life I in effect blaspheme the most High God! Got chills yet? A bit counter intuitive to say the least.

Perhaps that is the house that needs to be rebuilt first, before my home can be rebuilt.

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April 7th, 2008

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March 28th, 2008

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