So me and my estranged wife met to talk tonight. We talked for a record breaking full hour face to face. I even held her hands to comfort her on something. She looked into my eyes. I looked into hers. We kissed and made out. Just kidding about that last part.

But, I bet you’d never guess that she wanted to discuss the demonic attacks that she says are happening in her household and that temporarily possessed her sister. Talk about an ice-breaker. It was sort of odd how it all went down.

My wife is pretty freaked out at the moment though it appears she has developed a sense of humor. She asked me for some demon repellent. I so wanted to say… well, come back home – restore our marriage for starters would probably help, but I bit my tongue.

Send some light and prayer please for her and the kids.

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Last week, in the spirit of Mathew 7:7 I had begun a massive prayer campaign asking for opportunities to demonstrate my love and to BE her husband. As I thought more and more about the choice I am confronted with, a part of me realized – that this was the answer to actually two prayers. One much more long term and beginning about a year ago with regard to the dynamic between my mother in law and my wife. The other began last week with hard core prayer over opportunities to HELP her and demonstrate my love for her.

Dang.

Be careful what you pray for, you just might get it.

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Question:

Hab 1:1 The oracle that Habakkuk the prophet saw.
Hab 1:2 O LORD, how long shall I cry for help, and you will not hear? Or cry to you “Violence!” and you will not save?
Hab 1:3 Why do you make me see iniquity, and why do you idly look at wrong? Destruction and violence are before me; strife and contention arise.
Hab 1:4 So the law is paralyzed, and justice never goes forth. For the wicked surround the righteous; so justice goes forth perverted.

Answer:

Hab 1:5 “Look among the nations, and see; wonder and be astounded. For I am doing a work in your days that you would not believe if told.

Stand on it all day tommorrow.

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tomorrow we go into a temporary custody hearing. The hearing will start around 9 tommorrow.

I ask for the spirit of discernment and heart for the judge to make the right decisions for the children – not myself nor my wife – perhaps even a miracle or two and that NEITHER of us resort to mud slinging or at least minimally so – so that dignity may be preserved on all sides. Send light down on my wife, the judge, and maybe even me.

I am prepared to accept the outcome whatever it may be. Thank you for your prayers.

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I thought this was an awesome most in another forum that I frequent that is very telling with marital relationships and relationships in general.

What ____ does not understand is that the Laws of this world not only returns one’s actions — but also one’s thoughts. Which means that each person is the creator of their own illusion — and once the illusion is manifest, it becomes a Demiurge or creator of their world. Therefore, the vast majority of organic people not only worship a nature-god of their own making — but they attract back to them the fulfillment of their mindset. As an example: Women who suffer from abusive men, attract these men to them. Often, the thoughts of the women bring out the abusive nature of the men — and many of these men are different with other women.

The universe is like a reflective mirror which responds to our own thoughts, desires and actions. The viewpoint and opinions with which we see the world, is of our own making. Our own thoughts, desires and actions create our experiences and interactions with others. This is the power of the illusion of the god of this world which each person must overcome.

When I got my miracle prayer answered when I started this whole spiritual journey – I just recall praying to Father… the Father….

My wife is reportedly reading the Bible now. That was a very specific prayer that I had – that has been answered.

We go to court on Friday to determine which school our daughter goes to.

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Well, had a major upset this last weekend, followed by a major victory. The details are offline in my journal.

I wanted to take a moment and document something I call prayer momentum….. you pray for something… prayer fade kicks in at some point…. whenever you give up and then… prayers may start getting answered after the fact; however and unfortunately often by that time we are too tired to notice that our prayers are being answered – they have just been delayed. I call this prayer momentum… it is a force almost as though the prayers you prayed 2-3 years ago, start to kick in awhile later, but you forgot what you prayed for 2-3 years ago.

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Well, something weird happened the other day. I have a nightly routine of praying with a pastor friend of mine and a couple other folks that I’ve begun ministering to on this walk of mine. Well, for some reason I got it put really strongly on my heart about one person in particular one night. I mean strong… I could feel this person’s pain. I had never met this person.

I prayed for this person in agreement with my brothers for 3 nights in a row. Prayers seem to have some sort of amplification effect when it is two or three people praying with all their emotion. It is a phenomenon I have noted. Emotion is key.

On the evening of the 3rd night – this same person was doing a prayer of her own. She was telling the master that she relents – she is tired of the way she has been living her life. She is in tears. On her knees (sounds like me in regards to prayers for my wife sometimes).

She calls my pastor friend the next day asking to be picked up – she is in some alley and is now ready to turn her life over to Jesus and all. It’s a start and a miracle. This gal has been popping pills for 30 years and just stops. Had her come to Jesus moment. I had mine. I think this time for me is just the period of testing that happens after the come to Jesus meeting.

Yes – I know about the linkage of Christianity to Egypt, Krishna, etc. I know about the law of attraction, new age, how to grow one’s psychic abillities, and all that fun stuff. I still have tons of questions, but what I do know is that people’s lives are being impacted for the better by this stuff in huge ways. Life was so boring before. Yes, this is painful what I am living through now, but it is yet so beautiful when you rise above it all and see the big picture.

“In complete darkness we are all the same. It is only our knowledge and wisdom that separate us. Don’t let your eyes deceive you.”

~Janet Jackson

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Joh 5:1 After these things, was a feast of the Jews, and Jesus went up unto Jerusalem.
Joh 5:2 Now there is in Jerusalem, at the Sheep-gate, a pool, which is called in Hebrew Bethzatha,—having, five porches.
Joh 5:3 In these, was lying a throng of them who were sick,—blind, lame, withered.
Joh 5:5 And there was a certain man there, who, for thirty-eight years, had continued in his sickness.
Joh 5:6 Jesus, seeing, this one, lying, and taking note that now, a long time, had he continued, saith unto him—Desirest thou to be made, well?
Joh 5:7 The sick man answered him—Sir! I have, no man, that, as soon as the water hath been troubled, might thrust me into the pool; but, while, I, am coming, another, before me, goeth down.
Joh 5:8 Jesus saith unto him—Rise! take up thy couch, and be walking.
Joh 5:9 And, straightway, the man was made well and took up his couch, and began to walk. Now it was Sabbath, on that day.
Joh 5:10 The Jews, therefore, were saying, unto him who had been cured—It is, Sabbath; and it is not allowable for thee to take up thy couch:—
Joh 5:11 who, however, answered them—He that made me well, he, unto me, said—Take up thy couch, and be walking.
Joh 5:12 They questioned him—Who is the man that said unto thee, Take up thy couch , and be walking?
Joh 5:13 But, the healed one, knew not, who, it was; for, Jesus, had turned aside, a multitude, being in the place.
Joh 5:14 After these things, Jesus findeth him, in the temple, and said unto him—See! thou hast become, well:—No more, be committing sin, lest, some worse thing, do thee befall.
Joh 5:15 The man went away, and told the Jews, that it was, Jesus, who had made him well.
Joh 5:16 And, on this account, were the Jews persecuting Jesus, because, these things, he had been doing, on Sabbath.
Joh 5:17 But, he, answered them—My Father, until even now, is working; and, I, am working.

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