The End
Posted December 5th, 2009 by ShohnCategories: Uncategorized
Word has come through the grape vine that there are family members of mine reading this site and not fully understanding the purpose or me. I’m not surprised, that is the story of my life.
The purpose is that the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few or the one. As stated in the headline of this site, I’m documenting what works and what doesn’t. If nothing else people can learn from my mistakes.
When I started on this project the objective was to document the road. I knew there were times where I would lose my mind and that it would be one big roller coaster. I knew that different aspects of self would come forth and I wanted to document the compelxity of the human machine as I went through the divorce in the hopes that it would provide sufficient knowledge for others to not traverse this path, to avoid this pain, and to save their own marriages. I knew I would contradict myself over and over and wanted to catch myself in the act so as to find TRUTH!
I’ve learned more in 2 years than I learned in my previous 25 or more; however, I am now turning this blog private to avoid inflicting further harm. I’m now reaching a point in my growth where I realize that what I write can have a damaging effect on unprepared minds and I still have so much left to learn so I could inadvertently damage someone. Sorry, I’m not trying to insult, but just stating reality. There is a karma involved here and one I should have repented of some time ago. I’m repenting now.
At present, I believe we have about 20 marriages saved as a result of this effort. When I started this project, I figured if 1 (one) could be saved – it was worth doing. I never thought, that I would be attempting to save my own again, but such is life.
Some of the things I wrote early on invited MAJOR testing into my life. I’m now repenting of that and hoping that GRACE may kick in.
I will continue to write this as a private blog and those regular readers are more than welcome to register and get an account or whatever.
I shall refer to the “forces above” as God. You may call it Yahweh, Jehovah, Allah, Jesus, Cosmic Buddha, Nature’s God, the Force, Krishna, or Bob – whatever floats your fancy, I’ll just call it God below. It is much more complex than that, and yet paradoxically simple.
I have made an exhaustive study of most of the major world religions and have determined the following based on my own efforts, experiences, and reading approximately 30,000 pages of religious texts, books, and commentary, and more GRACE than I could ever imagine would be shown an arrogant guy like me.
These are the lessons I have learned:
Visualize and do positive affirmations. It needs to be something you can actually believe in or it won’t happen – baby steps or have faith like crazy!
There is more and I may update this post, but am turning the rest of this blog private.
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